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13 April 2007 @ 01:03 pm
tl;dr? D=  
Hmm, well I don't like making posts like this, as there is someone on my Flist who, quite frankly I feel would be very satisfied to know I'm feeling like this. (If you're reading, it's not constant, I assure you.)

I was meant to be going out today, but the person I was meant to be going out with had to work. Really wanted to go too (kyaaa, when next can I buy the stuff I wanted to buy..D=)...yesterday, someone was meant to be round, but they're recovering from a party they had they seemingly had the wrong date for. SO, I'll be playing video games all day (and watching KKM later), again.

It's been pointed out to me, atleast I'm not working, but in a way that's more depressing. I have time off, and nothing to do with it. I had an (invariably) great Thurs-Mon, so I can't complain there. But I haven't done anything yet, and it's very ticktockticktock till break is over. D=

So uh, short version; EMOEMOWHINEWHINEBITCHBITCH. Also wasn't very nice to someone the other day, whilst being miffed, etc, etc, etc.

So yes, please excuse my whining! D=

And uh, fandom stuff? ...um..umm... Nekoi has been on about doing more Gohou Drug again? (♥)

Edit: Ack, I was going to post this days ago to;

Can anyone tell me what happened to kara_m? I wasn't around when she assumably left a 'leaving' post, and the only person I asked didn't reply... ^^;
Also, I can guess why 0ri_l left, by looking at clamp_rants. Seemed she reeeally caused a stir. ;_; But the comments were all deleted, so anyone want to embelish? ^^;

Current Mood: depresseddepressed
Current Music: Voltaire-Feathery Wings
Jeannette: Cardcaptor Kamui & Fuumavon_questenberg on April 13th, 2007 03:56 pm (UTC)
Oh crap, I meant to answer you but I forgot. >_> Kara didn't make a goodbye post; I think she just e-mailed dayfall and some others. She decided she needed to devote more time to rl stuff and said she won't be coming back; she swore it had nothing to do with drama or fighting, though. That's as much as I know.

Ori was just being stupid and making no sense, and then she blew it out of proportion and deleted all the comments, edited her post, and then deleted her journal.
kurenai_tenka: Bluecat-Oh Noeskurenai_tenka on April 13th, 2007 04:46 pm (UTC)
Aha, I wondered why you hadn't replied! ^^

Ahh, that's really quite sad. That's the third journal she's deleted. She dissapeared once before before reappearing (for education stuff), but I don't know the likelyhood of a repeat...

Ugh, I can't believe I missed that too. I just saw the edited post, and then the bitchy mod post. (...yes, I know your a mod, and I'm not complaining about it or anything, as I didn't see the original post in question).

Ah well, I'll miss both. =( Thanks for letting me know! =D
0ri_l on April 20th, 2007 08:00 pm (UTC)
Didn't delete the comments, I 'disabled' them and when it was edited they automadically were deleted. oh well.
ravenbellravenbell on April 13th, 2007 05:52 pm (UTC)
Hang in there. ::Patpat::
kurenai_tenka: Hisoka-Flowerykurenai_tenka on April 13th, 2007 07:59 pm (UTC)
=( Thank you~~ ♥
ichigo_yogurt on April 14th, 2007 06:32 am (UTC)
waaah! -glomp- i hope you feel better soon!
kurenai_tenka: 124 KuroFaikurenai_tenka on April 14th, 2007 10:09 am (UTC)
^__^ Thankyou~~~ *is glomped*
0ri_l on April 19th, 2007 03:51 am (UTC)
Omg I returned mostly because I wanted to know what happened to kara. >_> Yeah, aerostati is an asshole. *really felt bad for that stupid post and she edited it a second time* And I felt really bad for ditching you too when I'd just begun to actually talk to you. Sorry I'm not a good person. I'M NOT LOOKING FOR PITY. Christ. I'm just. Really not a good person. Telling you now. And I snap when speaking to Otakus, okay, because I can't stand them and their piteous minds. You can be a fan of something without freaking being obsessed to the point where it consumes your entire being, your emotions and anger and pretty much every thing else. And I mostly believe it's just sad how everyone snapped at me like I'd just said the holocaust had never taken place or something, or that all gays should be hanged.

*not a people person* Anyway I was hoping someone else would know what happened with Kara. (trust me I didn't want to un-delete this thing.) She just deleted her journal and left? *is obviously the cause then* URG. v v She deleted everything she had on ff.net too. I tried contacting her multiple ways. I feel really bad for this. And she probably hates me now ontop of it. I just can't deal with people snapping at me once, online, in rl, anywhere, my brain just melts.

*won't be angry with you if you won't talk to me, just wanted to know where kara is and, thought I would give you some perspective on what happened also because it wasn't fair to you or anyone else* I'm really sorry. I really am. I don't know what else to say except that. I can't do anything else except that.

0ri_l on April 21st, 2007 03:57 am (UTC)
Alright, just thought I would... enlighten you. Bye. v v
kurenai_tenkakurenai_tenka on April 25th, 2007 12:20 pm (UTC)

Don't scare me like that! ^^; It's not that I don't want to talk to you at all. BT cut off my net last Monday due to their own error...and I won't get it back 'till next Monday. 2 weeks! >_<

I got on the net the other day too...but whilst livejournal was allowed, the reply button wasn't! I was feeling really bad...^^;;

Hmm, I think if it bothers you that you're a bad person then you can't be so bad. Someone who I (unfortunatly) love dearly is a terrible person, so you know.

I figured when walking home the other day that you started talking about otaku's in reference to the scary X elitists right..? It was me who started saying that they're very scary nasty people. (not all! ^^;)...as for aerostati...hmm, well I think she was the one who bitched about me in her lj. >_< But when I commented on mefiants comment about it she replied in a nice, polite way. So I don't know.
But that fandom is full of bitchy elitists. Ugh.

I absolutely know how you feel, since the same thing happened to me with the same fandom. They totally over-react and go on freaking witch-hunts! >_<

About Kara, von_questenburg has told me that Kara had promised aerostati faithfully that it was nothing to do with the fandom wank. So DON'T BLAME YOURSELF. I think I've known her before you, and she randomly dissapeared for rl stuff before...so ya know. It happens.

You don't need to apologise to me at all. I really hope you get tis (and reply) otherwise I'll feel really bad too...^^; I'd miss you if you dissapeared!